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I think I'm going to cry.
I woke up this morning feeling more lonely than I ever remember having felt in my entire life, and it's not getting any better...

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I just had what may have been the longest crying fit of my life.
My parents now know how lonely I feel in my day, how there's no one at school who cares about my existance, how I walk through the halls like an invisible ghost, how I'm treated as something inhuman.

MAKE IT STOP. GOD, MAKE IT STOP.

LET ME BE ME

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I'm still crying.

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To hell with it.
Someone shoot me, damnit.

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Yes, folks, it's tef's "10-years-of-loneliness-finally-released-in-one-night" crying jag....
*sob*